I know that I’m hard to love
Cause these demons I’m dreaming of
They wake me up in the dead of night
Keep me tossing from left to right
Yeah we all got our baggage
Heartbreaks in a hand basket
I run away fast past it
With chains strapped rapid
I get snatched ass backwards
Into this dark damp Labyrinth
I’m just
Struggling to stay a float
Looking for the antidote
Money bars girls and clothes
I’m running out of hope
Impermeable soap
Water rushing down it flows
Like a river down my cheek bones
Sweet moan of relief
Unexpectedly but undoubtedly we’ll see
Why
You’re clinging to me and my mouth doesn’t open
When I know what you’re needing from me yeah


She says
Baby was wrong
How come you won’t talk to me
Can’t say another word
Even though I see her beckoning
To give me everything that I’m missing
Everything Everything that I’d ever need
These wounds run deeper
Than Nasir and Ether
I’m a shell of a human being


I will never leave you
I will I will never leave
I will never leave you
I will I will never leave
I will never leave you
I will I will never leave
I will never leave you
I will I will never leave



And I almost believe her
Because the eyes never lie
And her soul is staring back at me
When I look into her eyes
Hard looking in the mirror
I seem so unfamiliar
Pour a shot of tequila
Swallow my pride
Girl I tried but fuck this sucks
Sorry if I sound bitter
I been working on forgiveness
We’re all on our own path to religion let it go
These walls that I’ve lived in I spent years building
Solitudes good for the soul
But it’s still hard to say it even when I’m miss her
Superimposed in her life in her instagram pictures
My chest beats hallow from a heart grown shallow
My shell brittle and bruised from life’s undying rival
Fear, that’s what we’re really talkin’ bout
In the shape of me saying I can do without
Here,
It’s the place that I admit
That everything is nothing if you’re not part of it
It’s true,
I’m afraid of what you’ll do
That you’ll tarnish the light that is becoming of you
That you’ll make me regret that I ever met you
Unlikely that it’s the truth
Even though inside I wanna believe


She says
Baby was wrong
How come you won’t talk to me
Can’t say another word
Even though I see her beckoning
To give me everything that I’m missing
Everything Everything that I’d ever need
These wounds run deeper
Than Nasir and Ether
I’m a shell of a human being


Hey it’s me
I know it probably doesn’t make sense to you
You’re everything honestly but I gotta stay focused
I know you say it’s an excuse but it’s all I know you know



She says
Baby was wrong
How come you won’t talk to me
Can’t say another word
Even though I see her beckoning
To give me everything that I’m missing
Everything Everything that I’d ever need
These wounds run deeper
Than Nasir and Ether
I’m a shell of a human being

I will never leave you
I will I will never leave
I will never leave you
I will I will never leave
I will never leave you
I will I will never leave
I will never leave you
I will I will never leave